I don't know why i just can't forget all the past memories i have in my whole entire secondary school life. i just find that is impossible to erase all those unwanted memories that cause me in such a pain every night when i sleep. once i closes my eyes, everything keep flashing through, how my dreams got broken, how deeply was the cut in my heart, how redundant my presence was to hurt so many people and got myself hurt as well. Up till today, i still can't forget the trash i was from then till now left unchanged. seriously i think i belongs to the rubbish chute where i was used and dumped to aside, neglected.
to the special someone, it really hurts me whenever i see you, walk past you. i don't want all this ignoring. neither do i have the courage to talk to you up front. but i really at loss of words and solution to salvage the situation further. though i wanted to give up, but my heart just can't do it. may be the useless me still hasn't change that you won't accept me. but i hope you can last long with the person who have been supporting you all this while and lead a great life. i know i'm not the guy you've looking for. i know i've been an irritating person who bug you all day long. but now, everything is changed. i'm not the one who has the ability to take care of you anymore. im just a mentally disabled person for whatever that i do fails. so no matter, hope you really have a wonderful life ahead. if time could rewind, i wish i had never commit such a grave mistake that i hurt you which was not my intention all this while. Good Luck My Love, Stay safe and healthy.......
Regards,
Blone
thinkin' of you at ... 8:27 AM
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` Me.
Hanon Hoo Yi Xin Blone
Single
Jurong West Secondary School
Secondary 4E3
BBoy Hanon
` Likes.
-Life filled with surprises
-Dancing forever
-Someone that would complete
the next half of my heart
-Everlasting Friendships
-Life without regrets
` Hates.
Bitches
Bastards
Liars
Backstabbers
Fuckers
Losers
Memories
*September 2011
` Media.
